Its 5 a.m. and I’ve been up for two hours. I can’t go back to sleep and the iPod in my head keeps playing “Wonda – Memories of U,” on repeat.
I fell for my ex because it was easy. We had been casual friends for months and I had successfully dismissed his attempts to take our relationship further. One day our short conversations changed. One long conversation turned into another conversation. Two conversations turned into three or four, until we began to speak every day, all day. Conversations flowed and so did the feelings and emotions. It was just natural.
I never had to question whether or not he loved me because he constantly expressed words of affirmation. We had a beautifully broken relationship. I thought we had found love in a hopeless place. (queues Rihanna next in my playlist) I shouldn’t, couldn’t and won’t say what went wrong, but it did.And like the saying goes “all good things must come to an end,” so we did.
I have a permanent inked reminder of the memory of the love that once was and the memories of u…