This is how I’ve been feeling the past week. In a total funk. I’m tired of having to write papers every week for school. #OverIt I’m frustrated with my job search. Living off of unemployment sucks for a girl likes me who likes to explore new restaurants with her friends and shop. Its hard to turn down invitations because I don’t have money to go out. I keep thinking “This can’t be life.” On top of that, I completed my third week of T25 and the first 7 days of the 21 days without junk food. I’m going crazy without sugar. Then I got on the scale on Friday and was completely disappointed with the numbers I saw. I’ve been really disciplined with the food I am eating and including lots of vegetables and lean meats, so I guess I need to amp up my workouts. (insert scared face here)
I HATE working out. Its not fun and it doesn’t feel good. I mean I will admit I do feel like I’ve accomplished something after my workout is done, but while I’m working out I’m hating it. And after talking to a friend, I was encouraged to ramp up my workouts and include 30 minutes of running. Sounds easy right since I’m working on becoming an advanced runner anyways. Not exactly. My friend suggested that I run on the treadmill (UGH) on an incline (death becomes me). I hate the thought of it, but I’m going to try it and see if I can see the changes in my body.
I’m hoping this week gets better and I can get out of this funk that I’m in. What do you do when you are in a rut or a funk? I need suggestions.
Oh and Happy Monday! lol